Wednesday, February 12, 2003

Well I'm sitting in Advanced Composition class at the moment, pondering why my teacher won't look at my poem that I've been waiting for her to go over for several days now. Oh well, life bites eh? Yeah so it was extremely cold and windy this morning, pretty nice wake up call but yet I still don't recommend it for warm-weather lovin' folk. Anyways, I'm debating at the moment several things.... first, should I get lunch before the tennis meeting or after... hmmm. That and should I call Glennis before the next board meeting to try and set up some kind of extra meeting where we just discuss our issues, like maybe in a facilitated manner. I can't deal with all this right now so I'm out for today... thanks for listening.

Tuesday, February 11, 2003

"Aaron"

So near to you for all the years of your life

Merely and acquaintance, a stranger to you

Not knowing where you live

Alone, adrift in the river


Merely and acquaintance, a stranger to you

Off in your own distant world

Alone, adrift in the river

Gently floating downstram from reality


Off in your own distant world

Clouded by the mystery that lives between the banks

Gently floating downstram from reality

The distance growing as the current sweeps you away


Clouded by the mystery that lives between the banks

Not knowing where you live

The distance growing as the current sweeps you away

Yet still so near to you for all the years of your life
Well, today was an interesting day. It was a half day. It still sucks for sever reasons. Let me elaborate: we still have school, there is no lunch period to do homework or study for other classes in, we still have all of our classes, and well I don't want to bore my large audience (cough) so I'll cease... for now. Anyways, this week really is starting to get on my nerves, and it's only Tuesday. Everyone is all spazzed about Valentine's Day and everything... it just never does anything for me... never seems to have a purpose... wonder why? I don't know, I mean I think there is this girl who likes me and I don't really know if I like her. It's been on my mind for a while... conflicting opinions. Maybe I'm just overthinking... like that devil and angel concience thing they have in movies on people's shoulders and all. Anyways, I discovered today how much I'm really psyched for NFTY Convention... it's gonna be a rockin' good time. Maybe I'll meet like a Jewish chick from like Alabama with a hot Southern Belle accent... that would be awesome! Yeah so I have BATY pizza dinner tonight. This is good since I'm in the mood for pizza and I really miss everyone. School is lame and the people are fake... but BATY is the most real thing I have going for me right now. The people really are so genuine and unique... I mean really it's so different since it's effortless to fit in. Yeah, that's so much more arduous at school you know? Redundant... computers can't talk. Wow I'm an idiot. You know I failed my test on the bureaucracy? I got a 50%... I have no idea where that came from. I mean it was hard but not that hard. I'm really pissed since AP NSL is my toughest class and an A in it would look great on a college application. I mean it's weird... 3.95 GPA kids don't get F's... it just doesn't happen. I think I've been going through what I call the "Screw It" phase. It angers me because I want to care but I just can't. Oh well... homework calls. Much Love, I'm out.
Hey, wow I just started this thing in which basically I do some talkspeaking and some other crazy mumbo jumbo like my constant venting... yeah so now I have this thing in the written word for the world to see instead of just being like a damn soda bottle all the time! So yeah, once I update more, the more likely you'll find that I'm a crazy spastic dork who is lost in his own life. Sound interesting? Alright I'm out. Happy February 11th Day.